Magdalena Marie Chan
16NOV'91
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Cheryl
Crystal
David
Elise
Fir
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Hannah
Hannah Lee(A Cappella)
Jayn
Jesslyn
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Natalie
Melissa
Rebecca
Ryden
Seraphina
Yi Jia
Zahidah
Zawani

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The emptiness and hurt I'm feeling now is so deep, I hardly know how to relieve it. I've done everything possible, to try to make it last. Looks like my efforts are futile. No point clinging onto this, I know. But I just don't want to just give up everything now. It is really a pity to just give up. And I don't want my efforts to come to naught. No one understands the hurt I'm going through now. It's so intense I could hardly breathe. I've ended up in this pathetic state and i don't like it either. I somehow wish that God would grant me the power to turn back time. Erase the bad, and just keep the happy ones. I've been pretty tolerant for these few months, and I'm not sure how much I can continue being like that. I just can't bear to give it all up. Now I know, whatever you say, are just bullshits.